Most people do that whole new year, new me thing. I made myself a promise that I didn't stick too and now I'm disappointed. I lost my focus and am guilty of just becoming lazy. I slipped back into that easy work - home routine that really tried to step away from. Recently I've felt like I'm just coasting along. What a waste!

 

I explained to someone the other day that I don't even know what my iPhone does anymore, yet tons of people my age are documenting their lives on social media even making careers out of it. Here I am never even done an instagram story! I feel like this selfie culture has passed me by. I think it's a little self absorbed and feel stupid taking loads of pictures of myself. But people do it around me constantly not giving a care in the world whilst I'm here wondering how silly I'll look. I need to get over that and start making more memories. Even if I just use it to document my own personal journey. Trying to positively improve myself like I should be. 

Now is time to take advantage of technology. Every day going to make a 'little post' with the new features on instagram. I'm going to try to actively tag myself in at the exciting places I always find myself at, where I'm eating well and live a life that I should be proud to show off. 

I'm gonna try to do a Photo of the day and include sleep cycle records a positive intention and my active achievements. Breakfast, lunch and dinner. What I've accomplished at the end of the day. 

Twitter, photos, sharing on tumblr, scrapbook. Today I ... want to, did this, went here?!

Do it with buying things too. So easy to spend money and impulse buy. So treat of the week cake, doughnut? What's around work like Leather Lane market and Exmouth.

Focusing back on the present and making the most of now!!

 

Nice to have things to look forward too but it's unhealthy to put the majority of your energy and happiness on a particular event, should levelled out because when the event's over I've been experiencing far too much disappointment.